Loneliness

Not sure if everyone has goes through this phase of life, but am sure am no exception sent by God. I am a normal human, wrapped with lot of confusion and stupidly insane thoughts.

I live in dream world, either in past or in future, which is screwing up my present. Introspecting into this dreamy nature of mine, I found out that I am a loner. I have a laundry list of friends, but I dont put an extra effort to do things for them and hence they reciprocate accordingly. Life treats you in your own coin.

I ask questions to myself for which I have no answers and have no link on the source of the answers either, so this stupid mind keeps on wandering. I am of Age, wherein guys are earning, making their lives and settling down. Ask me this, you will know am actually chasing a wild goose which is not even visible, which means I don`t even know where to start from.

Optimism in me, has got extinct like a rare species of Dinosaur. Seeking that Divine intervention, that divine light. To show me the way........